I love the Early Morning Show  and I listen to the advice people give and I'm standing in the need of prayer and encouragement before I lose my mind Here is my story.............

2 years ago I married my best friend.He changed the day we got married. A month later I found him going on Christian dating sites in search of a wife. 6 months later he became a Pastor.Yes I am a first lady.The next year of Our marriage I began finding emails of him on craigslist attempting to meet men. He does not wear a ring and he puts the church and everyone in front of me.Before I married him I was bold in God.Now I'm in a state of depression. I've stayed out of fear of being alone Naturally. When I go to church on Sunday I feel a damper in my spirit because he preaches a word he does not live and he has expressed to me the church comes before me. I've prayed for a turn around and I'm against divorce but I know God does not want me to be unhappy. I don't know what to do at this point!

Sincerely,

Standing in the need!!!!